yanrwtb:

Weaving yourself in and out of my life, oblivious to the effects you cause with each stitch. I thought I had destroyed our memories, but you insist to keep turning them on the “ON” switch. Making an appearance at your convenience, that ain’t how it works. You willingly left, what makes you think you have a right to come back holding the same perks? Stagnant emotions that would arouse every time you came back around. Swimming in old feelings and memories reawakened, but with each departure, you made me drown. Each time you came back and rekindled the flame, I remembered why it was that I sang out your name. But after numerous times playing this game, I realized that this was becoming a routine of the same, shit! You would come and go as quickly as you came and the void I was left with after you were gone was nobody’s but my own stupidity to blame. Tempted by the feelings I had for you, I had no self-control. I was convinced that you were the piece that made me whole. And you left the door open when you left so that you could return, but after giving you chance after chance to see if you would stay, I closed the door and sealed it shut, I’ve learned..

You used to hold a position in my life that few have had the chance to, but sorry, “us” is no more. I’ve learned how to be happy without you.

learning* , my life currently.

(via jenniferruperto)